2008 was not a really good year for me. the only thing that makes me feel good is im legalized. the feeling of being 18 was good. club, smoke and drink. it was good though. i felt free, i feel me!

but when come parts to L O V E, i was a little weak. i fell in love with mentel when i was mid 17. he was my classmate. he's shy, loud, irritating and lovable. he own a bad boy image. not matrep lah. but more to rocking stuff.

he was the first ever boy that i never try to be unloyal. but instead, mentel has been such a jerk back on june 08. i didnt expect that things got worse. he wanted to patch back with his ex gf. he DIE-DIE want to patch back her. so i broke up with him and so he tried on WOO his exgf back. maybe, luck is not on his side. she rejected him and he came back to me. i was afraid that he will do the same thing again, but nahh.. he prove me wrong. he did change for good. but i was kinda feel weird when i noticed that every single of my letters, messages and pictures he didnt delete or throw it away. when i asked him why, he said he dont know. and he continued saying that he even ever made a picture video of us. but he deleted cos he dont want to show anybody. DUE TO HIS EGO! dumb boy.

now lets make a new era/resolution for 2009;
- license on 2B.
- KR or GILERA.
- a full-time stable job as a retail asst.
- get a good body shape.
- whiten up body contour.
- get mentel a bag for his 19th birthday gift.



I would like to take an opportunity to say to my dear readers.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
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love you people!